I think the best decisions in this area are taking time every evening with him. We almost don't have screen time. That helps a lot. And I think a good decision is for me to be in therapy, so I can proces my emotions better

@Steven Baird ❤️‍🩹

@Hallie Von Kaenel ah okay, thanks for the explanation. I understand what you are saying now. I don't think I do that. I feel those emotions but for me the longing for wholeness is to strong that I choose to act different

For me it was almost never save to express emotions you never knew how my parent's would react on it. So for me it is still difficult to express my emotions. I had to learn what emotions really were in the first place. So I have learned that what I feel isn't okay and I am afraid of expressing them.

@Catherine Ibarra that is so sad 😔

I sadly experienced it myself. There always will be a moment that it is too much to handle and all the old manners will show up. But it is not the end of the story!!!!

Wow, again and again I feel overwhelmed by the stories from others. Many many people have gone through so much pain. I know for myself also. And if you don't know better you can think it is okay. But if I am really thinking it through I know there is still so much to change and to learn. I am at the moment going through therapy because of my past. But I can hardly do it because it is so much.