As your awareness moves from 3rd density to 4th density and beyond, you will start to question things. No longer can you just go through the motions of daily life without looking to the deeper meaning behind daily life. Before, you trusted the intent of your leaders, trusted the words of your religious texts, and never looked beyond the surface of daily interactions, the automatic repeating cycles of life in the matrix. Eat, sleep, pay bills, repeat. The media you watched and activities that used to fill your day now seem superficial, unfulfilling, and lacking in substance. You look for deeper meaning. You see beyond the words of surface level conversation. No longer can you participate in small talk. As you look deeper into the things you took for granted, you start to see through the illusions. Why does our medical establishment only deal in trauma? Why don’t they look to treat the underlying issues that cause sickness? Why doesn’t our education system teach us how to think for ourselves, not only to follow and regurgitate? Why do the churches tell us to look outside ourselves and not to question if we want salvation? No matter which political party is in power, my situation does not improve. Those “conspiracy theories” are no longer just theories. You no longer resonate with the people and places you used to find familiarity and comfort in. You can no longer live your life to other people’s expectations, allowing their projections, insecurities, and limitations to hold sway over your experiences. You seek authenticity, depth, and real connection. You see where fear has held you back. Where being overly concerned by what people might say or think about you has limited you. Thoughts about how other people perceive you have been your biggest concern, until at last the realisation that no one is thinking about you or overly concerned by what you’re doing. They are too consumed with thoughts of how they are being perceived. You start to see that fear of the unknown has been your biggest limitation.