Iโm going through a lot spiritually right now. Thereโs a heavy presence of African spiritualism influencing my life, and I feel like Iโm in the middle of a spiritual attack. My relationship with my relatives is more strained than it has ever been, and my sensitivity to everything around me has increased to the point where itโs hard to control my emotions and reactions. Because I donโt have a strong support system, I worry that people will dismiss me as โcrazyโ or mentally unstable if I express what Iโm really going through. I already feel isolated, and although my background in Hinduism and African spiritual practices gives me some grounding, I still struggle to find real guidance or spiritual support. I rarely go out, and I worry that if I canโt manage my temperament, I could end up in serious trouble. I try to take care of myself by meditating, burning sage, reading the Bible, and reciting Ganesha mantras, but Iโm still strugglingโespecially with holding down a job. On top of that, my mom often ridicules me, sometimes passively, whenever things arenโt going her way, which makes things even harder for me. I really need advice and guidance on how to handle all of this.