December Philosophical Mode
I was at peace, the world came looking for me. In the name of relations, company, Shayṭān whispered, That's what you are MISSING That “something” turns into overthinking.... They wanted me to fight with my Lord It turns into complaints Sometimes words Sometimes tones As if He doesn’t know Then belief shifts as if He really doesn’t know I get caught in something that I don't know Sometimes they hurted my ego Sometimes they boosted it so I wanted to celebrate Sometimes I wanted to numb I took music as strong sparking sprite, It was good at the first sip, but sugary water, after some time Just as my emotions reached their peak, I named it science I noticed.... I’m only in understanding mode When I've lost it all.... Too proud to bow down, Cuz I was feeding it all..... They tell me You’re strong Cuz No one can control you I held onto the world Cuz losing it would wound my ego And yet, I rise again, chasing pieces of myself I scattered in the world I remember my old peace I lost it somewhere between what I wanted and what I was afraid to give up At the end, there’s only me and the echo of what I was The Lord dealing with a brainless, while telling her All... Swiped pictures of smiling dead person, because peace is underrated. All I was, got played by was my ego. Feedback pls @Maria Ijaz @Hey Dbi @Watiba Danish @Aksa Syed