Wont be able to make it today. Im In alot of pain at moment. Right knee, left side from neck to mid back and stomach pain. How do i support myself better in pain? I want to move (to brisbane or some where warm) as im not happy where i am and so much fear comes up and soo i am feeling stuck at moment. I have money that I want to put into buying a house, but moving to, say, Brisbane, it's hard to get work with my knee pain and other limitations that I have at the moment. It's hard to get new work and it's hard to get enough work, and I don't want to eat into that money. And finding a home to buy is a massive, big decision that I'm scared that I'm going to make the wrong decision, the wrong area, the wrong house, the wrong this, that, and the other. Also, any places that I can afford, there's not many, and they're a little bit average. More space than here, which is what I need. I need more space. I'm thinking about doing some house-sitting and seeing whether I can do that here, and if I can do that here, then I can do that in Brisbane, and then that might give me a few months or six months or something like that where I'm not having to pay rent or mortgage, but I still need to earn enough for food and therapies and living. Also i have a cat and most house sitting jobs have their own animals. So my question is, what the hell do I do? Or how do i feel the fear, overwelm, terror, and do it anyway without falling to peices on the other side (because thats the biggest issue for me) being able to function after the move. Its a long one but really needed to give some context. Thankyou.