I uncovered the following deep rooted belief when it comes to romantic relationships: Attachment is proof that it is/was real. If I let go it means I never experienced a meaningful relationship up to this point. So I feel comfortable and at home with the negative and self destructive thoughts cause at least I it makes me believe I experienced something special. My longest ‘relationship’ was about 2 months and it takes me more time to move past it than the relationship actually lasted. How do I change that belief cause I don’t want this to take years like it did in the past after a relationship that was 1 month? Would love your guidance, support, ideas 💡♥️

Last night, I watched Aarons video about identifying belief systems rooted in childhood trauma, the first video on Awareness and Presence. It really resonated with me, and I was having so many realizations as I took notes on my computer. Strangely, when the video ended, my computer shut down, and all my notes were gone. By then, it was late, and I went to bed knowing I needed to sleep for work in the morning. But I couldn't sleep. I felt wide awake, like my eyes were bugging out of my head. After about 30 minutes of lying there, I noticed my body starting to hurt—everywhere. It hit me that these were probably stored emotions or energy being released after watching the video. It felt like I was shedding a layer. I rubbed my body to help release the stuck energy, and eventually, I fell asleep for a little while. When I did sleep, I had a dream where I woke up late for work—it was 1:48 PM, and I was supposed to be there at 9:30. I panicked, tried calling my boss (who didn't answer). The details are fuzzy after that, but today I feel completely drained. I wanted to see the significance of the number I seen in my dream. Angel Number 148 Dream Interpretation 1. *Emotional Processing*: The physical pain represented releasing stored trauma and energy, signaling personal transformation. 2. *Anxiety and Expectations*: Being late for work reflects underlying fears about meeting responsibilities and potential failure. 3. *Spiritual Guidance*: This experience is part of my spiritual growth, pointing towards new beginnings, stability, and aligning with my true purpose. Blackbird Synchronicity On my way to work today, I saw a massive flock of blackbirds, which felt deeply significant: 1. *Transformation and Rebirth*: Blackbirds are symbols of change and transformation, perfectly aligning with the emotional release and growth I've been experiencing. Their appearance suggests I'm moving through a period of personal evolution. 2. *Connection to the Unknown*: These birds are often linked to mystery and the unseen, encouraging me to trust my intuition and embrace the unknown as I navigate this transformative time. 3. *Spiritual Guidance*: Blackbirds are seen as messengers from the spirit world, reminding me to stay open to guidance and insights from higher realms. They could be affirming that I'm on the right path. 4. *Adaptability and Resilience*: A flock of blackbirds represents unity and adaptability, urging me to stay flexible and strong as I face challenges. 5. *Self-Discovery*: Blackbirds also symbolize uncovering hidden truths and finding clarity in life's mysteries.

here is a screenshot of the books I've recently opened on my ipad! lots of Neville Goddard, and Carl Jung as of late. put book recommendations below! or screenshot your kindle list like I did and post here!

Aaron talks about this all the time, however I still find it difficult. Please can you write down how I can let go of my desires and attachment. thx! 😄

Has anyone heard of this/experienced this? It especially is supposed to help people who have trauma and/or add symptoms (they are nearly identical in symptoms at times) Anyway, I am going to use this post as a body double for myself today 🥰 every hour, I will post what I want to get done that hour. And then check back in. Feel free to comment below and use this for yourself as well. 🥰🥳 Let's DO this!!