If you are here reading this then you are a welcomed friend. I am an artist named GrimJoseph, I have been singing, playing guitar and producing music nearly my entire life. I was raised by a single mother in small town Ontario. I love God, I love philosophy, I love music, fitness, and this intrepid experience we call life. Im getting pretty good at it, and it is in this group that I will reveal the details of how I interface physically in this realm as a multidimentional spirit.

My friend there is an ancient force within you that has been ringing through the cosmos since the One first ushered sound into coherence. This is the unseen force that blows the wind, the force that keeps starlings in unison, hive-minded flight patterns, the force that keeps the very molecules that make up this quantum-field, ever-vibrational; the force that draws your very breath. You see we are born of this bioholographic system the same as every other constituent, and so, we are subject to its laws and all of the changes within its planes. The paradox of human existence is the logical mind. A function of duality on the third dimensional plane; our logic leads us to believe that we are superior to our co-inhabitants; though this very logic is what knocks us out of unison with the harmonization of all that is. That frequency of unison, that sound that divinity itself first ushered. These frequencies can not be found with logic. You cannot think your way out of an existential prophecy that requires us to F E E L. So we must learn to cultivate intuition. We must calm the mind, return to the frequency of all. Return to the knowing of oneness. Not separation. This is why making friends with the mind is so essential. If you are not friends with yourself and the world, you may believe that you are separate from the system- and that is the greatest lie ever told. In fact we are so powerful within the system that if we believe ourselves to be separate, we make it so. Cutting ourselves off from that very force that wishes to bloom your wildest dreams into fruition. The whole time you have spent chasing comfort or a place or a person to call home- but it was you that you needed all along. ~ GrimJoseph

What if I could teach you how to become the best friend you’ve ever had? Not a motivational slogan. Not a spiritual fantasy. A lived, embodied reality. This is for the person who already knows they’re wasting potential. For the one who tells people they’re fine—but isn’t. For the one who feels life should be deeper, calmer, more intentional… but doesn’t know where to start. If you don’t value your life, your body, or your time on this earth—this is not for you. But if you do… keep reading. You don’t need another shortcut. You need a relationship with yourself. Most people are exhausted not because life is hard—but because they are constantly at war with their own mind. They distract. They numb. They escape. Porn. Late nights. Bad food. Noise. Spiritual bypassing. And then they wonder why they feel anxious, weak, disconnected, and unfulfilled. The truth is simple—and uncomfortable: You are not suffering because you lack information. You are suffering because you don’t know how to be with yourself without abandoning yourself. That’s what this work fixes. I didn’t learn this from a book. I learned it the hard way. I was raised by a single mother. I watched her battle cancer—multiple times. I watched medication destroy her memory and identity. I became her caregiver while my own life was collapsing. At the same time: - I was addicted to distraction - I was living for validation - I was physically undisciplined - Spiritually empty - And deeply lost There was no mentor. No guide. No one to tell me what it meant to be a man. So I went inward. I spent thousands of hours in silence. Meditation. Breathwork. Discipline. Solitude. Daily self-confrontation. I rebuilt my body. I regulated my nervous system. I eliminated habits that were quietly destroying me. I stopped running from myself. And eventually, something shifted. I became calm. Grounded. Present. Healthy. Clear. People started noticing—not because I said anything, but because I was different.

I used to consider myself a free thinker because I was godless- and viewed anyone who associated with the term God as a sheep who was being culled by the shepherd that is the church. Today- though I still recognize the church as misguided doctrine, certainly; I sit comfortably between the parables of these two worlds, having experienced the extremes of both sides. You see, in the realm of thought, especially surrounding atheism- there are no free thinkers. The concept itself was derived from a source, and this concept had to gain traction among individual groups and grow as a seed in the collective consciousness to be recognized and "peer-reviewed" by other logic-driven thinkers. So therein, we establish that to think for oneself, truly- we can not listen to abstract opinions that lack direct experience and context. The very nature of the existing concept implies individuals that have adopted this belief actually did no thinking at all. They discovered an already existing concept, and adopted it as a part of their personality because most have not had direct experience with the divine. If one's life has been mundane and has not pushed the individual to the threshold of human emotion; of course they would scoff at the Divine Idea. How does one convince another to see magic where they have experienced none? When I was 28 I experienced a loss that flipped my world upside down, and completely changed the direction of my life. At this point- I had found stoicism, and was heavily aligned with the concept of divinity; though I had not yet realized I am that I am. I was still externalizing my own divinity to a source outside myself. However, following the break up, a steady decline in my mothers health, and the loss of my career up to that point- I hit a wall. Or the floor, I suppose. Carl Jung describes this floor as the process of Individuation. The Dark Knight of the Soul. It is recognized as the soul's initiation into it's higher calling. It led me to 10x my meditation practice for nearly two years, in almost complete social isolation. Following this, I chased my divinity and drove 5500km across country in my VW Jetta with my husky to the Fraser Valley in beautiful British Columbia, where I spent another year and a half or so continuing my practice in the mountains whilst pushing my musical abilities, nurturing my body, growing my discography, and sharpening my brand. (This is coming full circle I promise.)

My dearest friend, we do ourselves the greatest injustice by allowing our awareness to quietly slip from within the present engagement of the body, into the past or the future; where no individual can ever set foot. Time is non-linear, and by way of this truth we must realize that to be anywhere but here and now is self-harm. The past is a figment of our imagination. We can not alter what was by wishing it so. However- if you do travel back in thought; bring with you forgiveness, compassion, understanding and grace- so that your present moment's nervous system may relinquish that which is creating tension in the now. This is how we create the space for inner healing. Conversely; if you travel ahead into the future- do not go carrying fear towards the unknown. When it is equally possible for you to bring thoughts of joyful anticipation, love, wonder, and excitement. Embrace the idea that everything that has brought you great pleasure in life likely came from an unseen circumstance that you could not predict. This creates space for miracles to unfold before our very eyes. In this way, we recognize that there is no benefit to lengthy rumination, outside healthy reflection. And there is no benefit to anticipating potential threats that likely will not become manifest. We take control of our lives by retaining our valuable attention in the present moment- fixed on the good that currently encumbers us. With love. ~ Grim