Over the last few months, I have been pushing myself to sing at a local open mic night. I have been told I have a good voice and encouraged to continue. One person has been pushing me to go further and enter Britain's got Talent. I feel on the surface that I can do that, but I cannot seem to make myself record the video I need to do so. I make excuses and justify my reticence with time, work and caring for my Brother, but I know in my heart these are false. I am finding so hard to go for this opportunity to showcase my talent, and I think it is down to that thought that I don't deserve to succeed. I want to feel the confidence of having pushed my edge. But it is TERRIFYING!!