Dark Side of IKIGAI: What No One Tells You About Finding Your Purpose
I used to think finding my Ikigai meant chasing what I wanted. After dropping out of engineering, building hardware, launching a nano-satellite startup, coding apps, meditating in the Himalayas, and attempting to revolutionize Indian agriculture ā I discovered something unexpected. The real key to finding your life's purpose isn't just about knowing what you want; it's about understanding what you don't want. My Journey: A Series of Plot Twists š± When it comes to living a meaningful life, IKIGAI has been my guiding light, pushing me to dive deeper into self-discovery and understand what truly makes me come alive. My journey has been all over the place ā I dropped out of engineering to dive into entrepreneurship, when it was needed, I started with web development, then shifted to hardware, then to UX design, jumped into app and backend development. It's been a whirlwind of scattered experiences and constant self-exploration. And if that wasn't enough, three years ago, I left everything behind ā my startup, home, and even my laptop ā to head to the Himalayas. I was chasing a deeper understanding of life and meditation. I wanted to become a monk and explore the hidden mysteries of existence. If it weren't for the COVID lockdown, I might not have returned home at all! Fast forward to eight months ago ā I thought I'd revolutionize Indian agriculture after going through a deeper meditative experience. But reality hit hard, teaching me yet another profound lesson: I need to have lots of patience if I want to do something profound in Agriculture, So I had to quit, because I did not have the patience to commit a decade of life to one cause. For me, everything was about exploration. At every stage of my journey, I kept thinking about Ikigai. Whenever I changed direction ā from coding to hardware, from startups to meditation, and from tech to farming ā I asked myself: Does this align with my purpose? Am I doing what I love, what the world needs, what I'm good at, and what can sustain me?