30/4/2026 Thursday Aj mjy pora aik month ho gya apni growth py kaam krty hue So what happened after a month of trying and crying: ✅My relationships improved ✅My nervous system is now very much regulated ✅Learning a skill( tough i just have learnt basics till yet) ✅My prayers improved ✅Trying to recite quran consistently ✅Batmeez jo mai hr time zuban chalati thi wo kaam ho gaye (time e ni milta ab🫠) ✅And the best thing( winner of the month): A better mindset ✅ completed Al-chemist book (worth the hype) ✅ 30 days of consistent exercise Ok so back to aj ka din Total hours worked : 2.5hours Mery tu automations mai error hi nhi khtm hoty, aj kya hua mai ny aik automation shuru ki, us mai error aya mai ny kha chlo abhi thori bad krti hun is ko theek, or mai chli gaye phr shaam mai doabara laptop khola us erro ko resolve krny k lie, guess what us error k andr error a gya 🤡 مسئلے کے اندرمسئلہ (just like my life) Aj uthi mai 8:30am 9:00am - 11:00am Exercise ki, phr breakfast kia or ghr ki safai ki Aram kia, reels scroll ki 11:00am - 12:00pm Thori communication skills py kaam kia Or community video dkhi, notes bnaye, post kiye 12:00pm - 4:00pm Shower lia Maghrib prhi Lunch kia Chai bnai or pee Phr abu k mobile ka masla hal kia Cant believe 4 ghnty mai bs yehi kia 4:00pm - 5:30pm Worked on customer support agent automation Wohi jis mai error aya tha 🤡 Lgta hai masly hal krty krty hi mar jaon gi 5:30pm - 6:00pm Asr prhi 6:00pm - 7:10pm Chat pr chli gaye, mosam bht hi سہانا tha aj Phr nechy a kr exercise ki Dinner kia Ami k lie دلیہ bnaya Surah mulk prhi 7:10pm - 8:50pm Phr dobara automation py kaam kia Mjy bht maza ata hai automation bnaty hue ya mai totally pagal ho jati ( no in between) 8:50pm - 10:00pm Isha prhi Surah waqiah prhi Chai bnaye kr pi phr sy 🥲 10:00pm -10:40pm Community posts prhi comments or like kiye, journal likha Is k bad ab insta ka time bnta hai so i will scroll reels

My Daily Journal Day 30 30th April 2026 Sleep log: 1:00 am – 4:45 am 4:45 am – 6:00 am Prayed Fajr and did azkar. Read Surah Yaseen. Watched Insta 😔. 6:00 am – 7:15 am Worked on my SMM assignment, but still didn’t complete it 🫩. Actually, I hadn’t gotten enough sleep. (Learn from me how to do 30 minutes of work in 1 hour). 7:15 am – 8:15 am Helped make breakfast, then had breakfast. (One disadvantage of waking up early is that you have to help with breakfast too). 8:15 am – 1:00 pm I had to stitch my dress today with mama’s help, so that’s what I did. It’s a lot of hard work, bhai 😭😭. Also made a LinkedIn post during this time. And watched Insta on and off. 1:00 pm – 2:30 pm Had lunch. My neck was hurting, so I rested for some time. Prayed Zuhar. 2:30 pm – 5:00 pm Nap time. 5:00 pm – 7:00 pm Papa came home, so I met him. Again, I only woke up when papa arrived😋. Prayed Asr and did azkar. Did my daily Quran recitation. Then spent some time with family. 7:00 pm – 11:00 pm Prayed Maghrib, read Surah Waqia. Had dinner, then chai, then ice cream. Played 🏸. Replied to comments in the community. Checked my LinkedIn page. Now that I am focusing on LinkedIn, I’m ignoring Insta. I just can’t manage both. Wrote my journal. Now I’ll pray Isha. Read tafseer, Surah Mulk, and Surah Muzammil. And sleep, because tomorrow again I won’t sleep after Fajr. I’m making it a habit now to take a nap after Zuhar but stay awake after Fajr. • Tomorrow’s to-do list: Post on Insta and LinkedIn. Complete the SMM assignment and watch the next lecture. And obviously, Friday rituals. I haven’t been consuming any content from the community for the past few days. I need to continue it, especially the EQ lectures. InshaAllah. 30 days done. Alhamdulillah. If you’ve been reading along, I’m curious how do you see my journals? Chaotic? Relatable? Real? Will love to read your reviews.

1. The Confidence Paradox Subah: “Aaj full focus, pura productive din hoga!” Shaam hote hi: "Kal se pakka..." 2.The Motivation Trap Motivation: "YOU CAN DO IT!!!" Reality: "Bas ek last reel dekh loon." 3. The Distraction Level Mind: "Poora focus study par!" Also Mind (5 min baad): "Waise penguins ke knees hote hain ya nahi?"😕 4. The "Quick Look" Scam Phone unlock kiya “sirf time dekhne ke liye” Aur 45 min baad: “Main yahan kaise aa gayi?” 5. The Battery Logic Scrolling ke liye: Unlimited Asli kaam ke liye: Buffering... 6. The Punctuality Award Guilt bhi itna disciplined hai… Roz time pe aa jata hai 😭 Aap log abhi kaunse stage par hain? Comment mein batayein!

concept of magic wand Decision Making & Problem Solving (Software Update 🧠) MUJHAY clarity chahiye Toh MUJHAY thinking system upgrade karna padega warna mein har dafa same loops mein phans jaoon gi. When You Feel Lost (Darkness / Confusion / Guilt) 🌑 Stop overthinking. Start structure. Ask yourself instantly: - Abhi right now main 5 cheezein kaunsi kar sakti hoon? - Next 1 hour main mujhe exactly kya karna hai? 👉 Confusion ka solution thinking nahi... clear action list hai. Concept of Magic Wand ✨ Sochain aapke paas ek magic wand hai. - No limits - No fear - No excuses Ask: - Meri ideal life kaisi hogi? - Main kitna earn kar rahi hoon? - Main kaise reh rahi hoon? - Mera routine kya hai? - Main kin logon ke saath hoon? ⚠️ Brutal truth: Kabhi kabhi insan buray haal mein comfortable ho jata hay is liye woh bada sochta hi nahi. From Wish → Reality 🔁 Sirf imagine karna useless hai. Reverse engineer karna: - Yeh wish poori kaise hogi? (yay bhi kerti hn) - Kaun se steps? (yay bhi ) - Kaun si skills? (yay bhi mein janti hn) - Kaun sa system? (yahan mein struggle kar rahi hn from the last 30 days) Elon Musk 1% Thinking ⚙️ Bari problem ko micro level par tod do. Example: “$1000 kamana hai” Break it into: - $10 ke 100 tasks - Ya $5 ke 200 tasks 👉 Jab tak cheez basic components tak nahi tootegi, woh heavy lagegi. Energy Shift 🔋 mein wait karti hn motivation ka. Galat hay. Action lainay say → energy aati hai. Future Planning (Identity Shift) 🚀 Sochna hoga: - Kal agar $3000 aa jayein, tumein kya karoon gi? - Kaise manage karooon gi? - Kahan invest karooon gi? 👉 Pehle us level ki soch aur system build karna, phir paisa aata hai. Dua + Belief 🤲 - Allah se demand karna with belief. - Example: “Ya Allah mujhe 3 lakh de.” Lekin… 👉 Dua + commitment = result 👉 Dua without action = fantasy Rizq & Connections 🌐 - Naseeb logon ke through aata hai. - Networking optional nahi hai. Level-Based Growth 📈

I have been freelancing from 6-7 years. life have been going good. Now i am a top-rated on upwork with no negative or less 5 reviews. but i am still stuck. I have no work at the moment. I feel so scared. I am hopeful to Allah Ta'ala but still shaitan scares me out. I have threshold of surviving a month or two at most. Can you any help me out? My niche is in web development.