This eclipse energy has been so intense and emotional for me as well. I moved to a new city last month and started law school and while I try my best to stay grounded and be my highest version I have noticed myself slipping into escapism behaviors. Since moving it just seems like so many things have gone wrong. My friend and I were out one night out and this guy basically stalked us and stole my friend's wallet. I also met a guy who I thought was taking me serious, only for him to be erratic on our date and send me mixed signals after. And in school it just seems like everyone else understands the material better than I do. I'm struggling to find grace for myself because my classmate's don't seem to be homesick the way I am. I want this do over to help me release all these emotions. I want to feel confident in school and in myself again. I have been feeling super ashamed in myself for wanting to go out just to drink and district myself. While I've only been out a handful of times since moving I judge myself really harshly for it. I've also been feeling ashamed for wanting to be chosen by a man just so that I don't have to be alone in this city. My ideal vision is completely different from the reality I'm living. My vision is to live in balance with my school work and my personal life. There's days where I don't even leave my apartment or the library because I have so much work. I want to make sure I'm making time for my hot yoga and nature walks because while my daily meditation is essential it's not enough. I think I'm being called to step into collaboration by making more of an effort to socialize with my classmates, I tend to just isolate myself but this is really just because of all the emotions I've been feeling lately. I need to set better boundaries in my work life balance specifically with how much time I waste on social media. My dream to do well in school requires a balanced body and mind and I need to make sure I'm doing everything I can to achieve and maintain this. I also just started my period so I'm feeling even more emotional than normal lol.

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Hi sisters🦋💐! To those I've met hello again, and to those I haven't it's nice to meet you💞! I had the privilege of learning from Nicole over three years ago now. Since then, I have not stopped meditating and searching for new ancient knowledge to keep me aligned and grounded. I've always been called to spiritual practices, but my real trigger event was a back surgery. A month after my second back surgery I met Nicole and we came up with the perfect daily kundalini meditation. I ended up healing my back two months sooner than my surgeon expected. While I was learning how to heal my body physically, I was also learning how to master my mind. Once I healed my back sooner than doctors expected I realized my power to create. Since starting in 2022 I have consistently shown up for my daily practice to keep me grounded in this world. When my kundalini first rose, it scared me and I didn't know what was happening but again my practice has always felt deeply right. Since starting my spiritual journey my confidence has grown, and I trust the decisions I make. I am really looking forward to learning more and for our moon rituals🔮🌙🫶🏼💝