I left my original social media accounts gradually between 2018 and 2023. The easiest one to leave was Instagram, where I had 17,000 followers. I deleted it in 2018. It was relatively simple because I never saw Instagram as a source of income. It was an add on, not a pillar. In contrast, LinkedIn meant something entirely different to me. I had built a network of more than 7,000 contacts there, and it had brought me solid business several times. I valued it. That is why I only deleted LinkedIn in 2023, and it was the hardest decision in the whole process. What surprised me most was that even two months after deleting it, whenever I opened a search engine, I automatically typed LinkedIn into the search bar. Reflex. Habit. Addiction. For the first six months after deleting it, I felt free. Like a king who had reclaimed his time. But then came a phase I call the "After Delete Syndrome". I started to doubt myself. People around me said I could have just turned off notifications. That I could have regulated myself better. That I had disconnected from the world unnecessarily. And here is the difference compared to other addictions. When you delete your social media, there is no such thing as just one small beer. It is a radical cut. Done. No way back. I began to think they might be right. What if all it took was turning off notifications, not taking the phone to bed, not reaching for it immediately after waking up? But then how do I build my communities? What if someone is spamming? What if someone posts a question I could monetize immediately? At the same time, I was returning to consulting. How do I let people know what I do and who I do it for if I do not broadcast it? So I created the accounts again. And that was even more absurd than deleting them the first time. From someone who used to get 100,000 views on a post, I became someone barely reaching a hundred strangers. I told myself I am capable. I started training the algorithm again, publishing, testing. It worked. One post crossed 1,000 views within 24 hours. And in that exact moment, it hit me again.

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As we are going further with councessnes and as I am discovering different point of views on the same matter, today I have privilege to speak with one older man who left his wife after 20 years. As I had the similar experience, cause app 9 months ago I left 21 years old relationship, he recomend me book by dr Sue Johnson, Hold me tight. With this book he discovered mainly struggleing in such relationship and understood where was all issues for all problems. So, first just find below some documentary from this book. Maybe will be useful for someone. https://youtu.be/bHa9_hYSSBQ?si=36_07gBKh-YAJOn5

I would like to share my current experience. I am a single mother. I work in a job in which I leave a lot of energy, relationships are not ok, because my values ​​are completely different from the values ​​of my colleagues. I sell things that it is not important for me and deep inside I know that this is not it and that I did not come in this world because of that. When I decide that I would like to leave this job, I only get clear messages from those around me that I should be realistic and not dream, that I have to support my daughter and that this is the way it is, that we have to suffer in order to survive in this world. Even the director suddenly becomes friendly again, because he knows how much business I bring him. Of course, I have the biggest income for company and a lot of experience in working with people and of course also a small salary cause they do not appreciate me enough and I need to prove my worth day after day. When I come back from work in the afternoon and want to start making my dreams come true, I'm too tired and I'm stuck in the same rut day after day. At the moment I am burnt out and have taken 1 week of sick leave and yet I have to work from home because otherwise I may lose my job and my living expenses. Yes, I know that I must to leave this job and create new reality for me and so I ask you to help me to answer on these questions: - how to fullfill the financiral gap between time from leaving current job and starting new business for me? - how to deceide what is my passion and start to receive income soon enough that I can provide healthy environment for me and my daughter? - how to get enough energy to start with all this, cause I am burn out because of my regular job? Thank you in advance for any good advice and help. And yes, I know I will do it, I just do not know how🙃😇

We love holidays and at the same time we hate them. We are not meant to live just for holidays, we are menat to live for everyday and discover who we trully are. And when you know you know and life become wonderful. https://youtu.be/ziog6rJy9cM?si=tN-C8I5yZZ1LrEDv https://youtu.be/rBrd_3VMC3c?si=x9IC8xdrJtgSe7LV