I missed two days journal jbtw due to some problems irl and internet issues- so please advice should I start from the beginning or should I continue? well this is for Friday then: - woke up at 10 AM and did breakfast - made a framework for a agency model I m starting soon (in a month tho, will update here daily In sha Allah) - Went for prayers - recited surah kahaf - did some more work in mean time till Asr - prayed Asr - left for Padel (friends meet-up) - prayed Maghrib there - Won 6-0 in Padel (ive improved a lot) - Went for food and drinks almost 9:30 PM - Came back home at 11:30 - did some business talks with friends and new execution methods discussed - Prayed Isha - took my Korean class (21 days streak going) - scrolled for a while on Social media - Slept at 1:30 AM 2 clients committed to work and they are now not responding? PK clients have always been a pain now. One international Client acting weird over a spelling mistake. Work status is in stressful situation but I shall blame myself for it as well as Haroon bhai said that you should blame it on yourself and overcome it khud. Pushing myself more each day.

Saturday it is but i do go to uni. - woke up at 8:30 am - was in bed till 9:00 - then i got up- freshened up and then I went to my desk and started writing the ideas ive in mind that I have to execute. Wrote it for 30-40 mins - did a follow up on Skool and Clients - did breakfast whilst watching a show - got ready for uni and left home at 1 PM - had a class from 2-5 - came back home at 6:30, ate some food- prayed and slept (sleeping was not intentional) - Woke up at 11:30 had dinner, watched a movie and then I was off to bed. didnt work much today- thinking of making a reminder here to work on some videos or online thingy as in day 1 of doing this etc etc.

- woke up for uni at 10 (only had one class to attend) - came back home, finalised what I had to do (did nothing for 3 hours) - picked up a friend from his exam centre - had tea with him - we talked for several hours dicussing stuff and business - worked from 9-12 on some stuff. (hoping my client returns and pay me or im cooked) - listened to classroom classes by Haroon bhai- felt like I watched them at the perfect time as I roam around with my problem these days. They be helping me a lot. thats it. well im tottaly lacking discipline. Even though im praying Alhumdulillah- but still the work and academic discipline (perfect discipline) that I have in my mind is not there. Why am I not able to achieve stuff I write down. Why life had to get this complex ( I like it but some stressful things just kill it- and no monetary things cannot solve them)

- wake up at 10 and did breakfast - started the day off with working 12 PM - did some posting on Instagram - Outreached to some creators - work ended at 6 PM - watched anime - Korean class checkup on duolingo - build some systems - watched anime again after dinner - and slept. something is missing, my cortisol is high due to clients not responding. But I shall get better.

I believe I broke the streak? can add two days in between them? - woke up at 10 AM - jotted down stuff I had to do before breakfast - did prep for Friday prayers - came back recited Quran - did my work (video editing) - checked up on a client and I believe he ran, he isn't replying (big loss for me but happens) - delivered the video and slept. For Saturday- - woke up at same 10 - did breakfast whilst watching anime - started working on video again- to finish once and for all after revisions. - and then edited some pictures - talked with some people after a long time. - and then I was on bed