I’m not sure. The great great grand kids thing interests me more, but on the other hand, I don’t think I’ll have kids so that would be pretty pointless 🤔 One random thing I’m good at: My hips are flexible in weird ways! I have never been able to do a middle splits, but I can easily do a pretty much perfect butterfly stretch. I also have very “bendable” knees. I can easily put my shins on top of the other thigh, and even walk around on my knees in that position.

Dream wedding venue, damn. I’m not sure about the venue itself. Maybe at a church, maybe not? I haven’t gotten to that part yet. I have however thought about other things at my dream wedding. I’m considering having “Black Wedding” by In This Moment as my wedding song. That’d be dope af and it’s a great song, pretty unique and it obviously fits the theme. I’m also considering wearing a black wedding dress because metal is a life style. Also, I’d have Michael Poulsen sing during our dance because his voice is the most magical one out there. Also the perfect voice for such a moment, I feel

@Stefanie Z. I LOVE deep red! 😍😍 Especially in dress form! Do you have a picture? 👀

An alter ego, I mean

@Arthur Maddocks-Brown Exciting!

I’d say fulfill my biggest wish. I have many regrets, many things I’ve done wrong, but would I change anything if I could? If I had started at a different school, maybe I wouldn’t have been so depressed, but I would also never have met some of the most amazing people ever. And honestly, if I hadn’t been depressed maybe I wouldn’t have found the fucketlister community. Our pasts shape us into the people that we are today. One can’t just change one thing and everything else will stay the same. While my biggest wish is to find peace in happiness in myself. No can do if I try to run from my past. And finally something I’m bad at: Making friends. People don’t like me and I don’t like people. I can’t find people (especially my age) who share my views and show me respect. I’m also weird and autistic and socially awkward.

@Arthur Maddocks-Brown always sounding like a wise man with that calm Australian vibe 🤌 I don’t like people because People=Shit. I find that most people, especially people my age and people in this awful city, are way too self centered and superficial. They only care about how they look and what others think of them. They party every weekend and live without a care for anyone else around them. Most of them are simply emotionally immature and down right bitchy, and I can’t stand that. They never notice (or simply don’t care) when I’m not part of a conversation and how awful that makes me feel. I freeze up, can’t talk and I hate myself for it. And of course, there’s the classic high school drama. I’m the weird kid that has no friends. I never get invited to parties, and they berate it in my face. No matter how hard I try to get along with them, they won’t accept me. They won’t respect me. They don’t even want to get to know me. It just sucks to be shy. And what’s worse? Society shames you for it! It’s your own fault. Do it better. You won’t get anywhere with that mindset of yours. Even my dad calls bullshit on me. “You should be out meeting people, it’s what you need”. But then again, nobody is interested in talking with me. I get turned down the very second I start speaking. I’m not even exaggerating. So, find me someone who is outgoing but will make me feel comfortable enough so that I can be myself, who actually accepts and respects me for who I am and what I need (nobody does), who can support me through thick and thin and won’t just treat me as a convenience-friend, who is emotionally mature, who doesn’t care what others think of them, who actually understands me and who likes metal music. The list is slim. I’m picky and I may be bitter, but I’ve been damaged one too many times. I’m a difficult person to be friends with.

@Arthur Maddocks-Brown I am very much still a kid! I’m gonna go to my niece’s birthday party tomorrow dressed in a unicorn onesie 😎 And my stuffed animal collection is still growing

@Arthur Maddocks-Brown Sometimes I’m seven, sometimes I’m seventy. That’s life 🤙 I also just realised that these are the sheets I’m currently wrapped up in 😂