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So I have been very quiet lately, and honestly⦠life has been a lot. As some of you know, Lily and I have been on a huge journey moving from our home in the UK to Bali. And I wonāt dress it up⦠itās been highs, lows, dysregulation, all of it. At times it got too much. šŖššš” šš©šš„š¬š§ššš”š ššš§š¦ šš§ š¢š”ššā¦ š¦š¢š šš§ššš”š ššš¦ š§š¢ ššš©š I had to drop a few things just to stay focused on the move, because that was the priority. And it took a lot more than I expected⦠physically, emotionally, psychologically. So I stepped back. Not because I didnāt care.But because I needed to keep us steady. ššØš§ ššš„šāš¦ š§šš š¦šššš§ā¦ Weāre now in Bali. And I canāt even fully explain it⦠but within a couple of days, something settled. We feel calm. Regulated. Lily is loving it here. And me?I just feel like Iām home. šš”š š”š¢šŖ šāš šš¢š šš”š šššš šš”š§š¢ š š¬ šŖš¢š„š šŖšš§š š š©šš„š¬ šššššš„šš”š§ šš”šš„šš¬ š„ Not rushed. Not forced Not trying to ākeep up.ā But grounded. Clear. Actually able to think again. And itās made me realise something⦠You can have all the tools in the world, but when your nervous system is maxed out, sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is pause and stabilise before pushing forward. š„ššš š§šššā¦ Have you ever hit that point where everything just becomes too much⦠And even the things you care about start to feel heavy? How did you handle it? Or are you in that space right now? š¬