Hello all, my name is kuhlay. I’ve played Val inconsistently since beta. Ended V25 at Ascendant 2, took a break, and am now back since start of this act. Currently Diamond 1 after rollercoaster-ing between high plat and mid diamond. One of my biggest struggles now is comparison. Every lost gunfight and match adds to the pile of “I’m no longer good” and “I never belonged in these ranks”. 70% of my gameplay is waiting to be hard on myself for losing something with the other 30% being the gameplay I remember from before my break. Waiting to mess up costs me 70% of my games and only reaffirms the comparisons when the RR loss reflects my loss of confidence.