This was me abt 3 months ago, the other pic was abt a week ago

Guys I am really struggling to look at females in a normal way, now you might say just quit Porn and all that Lusty-ahh shii , but fortunately I am recovering from it rn and I am getting clean , but this does'nt make up for the fact that i have never talked to girls of my age for like 4 years straight cus of covid, also and when covid was gone i was introduced to porn which has severely affected my brain, as I am a introvert already and I am already shy to talk to people how do start talking to girls directly bru! also many people just say , just go up and have anormal convo. see i could've done that but again other facts are like my face, I don't hate myself a lot but ngl my face looks creepy and i especially don't know what emotion to show when so i just hit a random emote at random moments and they think what kinda weirdo I am , now ngl quitting porn has made my life better and i think now god is also supporting me , so I'll send you results for any small achievements that i think played a big role. Also can you rate my looks? its my pfp itself

I feel chopped ngl Hate my hyperpigmentation

So, I'm nitin in 2nd picture I just take photo in the morning, I have thin hair, hair type is like when I care of my hair that time they are wavy but before and after they form curly, receding hairline with 🧬 😭😭😭 now I am 19 feeling sick of my hair

i kind of feel disturbed how 1 of my eye is a little down. Also my chin is so fucking cooked its not even funny. im gonna get a surgery to fix it as soon as i can afford it. I've been trying out different Postures to see which one would make my chin stand out a little less.. and this is the one i found okay. but my forehead is so backwards its not even funny. i'm just so cooked bro, fixing my chin better help 😭✌️ i have pretty "okay" face from the front if i just fix my eyes. but sides i look so damn ugly its not even funny. oh yeah pls ignore the hairstyle for now im working on it. i would like some recommendations on hair too. i like a lil long or messy hair but idk what fits my headshape