This is not a tech-problem. It took me three new cameras to understand that it wasn´t about my props, but about my own visibility-wound.
💫Re-frame: You are not afraid of being Seen. You are afraid of being Seen and misunderstood or being Seen and being rejected anyway.
💫Work: Practice in witnessing yourself in small scale, without pushing for you to produce/perform or be in a specific way. Practice in being seen by others, in small ways - without excusing your existing or apperence.