Hello, I been trying to get busy since my bestfriend pass away last month, becaus we wer destans friends for a while a she lives in a diffrent counttry now. My mom told me I’m not allowed to go to the funeral a that I should move on that it’s not a big deel. She says that she didn’t cry or grief when her parents passed an that I’m being dramatic. My best friend was my everything wer friends since 3rd grade an our separation didn’t disconnect our friendship at all I can’t move on without remembering that she was once in all my classes laughing with me about anything making me smile wen I had bad day an I don now if I can move on without knowing that she is at home sending me videos of her doing things or chores or whenever she goes out alone she’d video call me to aconpany her.