i need help scripting on my youngest. He is my challenger- maybe I’m struggling cause he is so much like me or maybe I have so much going on it feels heavy to bring him on to my load. But that makes me feel bad. I feel like I am neglecting him by comparison to everything else. But I also feel like I can only deal with so much at a time. I also feel like he is a piece to continuing to unlock my feminine. There is definitely something there that I feel is blocking, that is hard or heavy. I don’t know or where to begin or if I have the capacity or if it’s parent guilt that I feel I have neglected him due to all the other stuff in my life - marriage/work/school/ my nervous system. Maybe I just need some comforting words to get beyond mama guilt.