Is winning a lottery something I should avoid I'm wondering. I messed up in life and I feel I need to make it right. Winning a lottery feels a bit like cheating but I don't need money for myself, I want a house for my family i want a safe harbour for the children of the street. I want to treat them to fun things in life. I know excess very well my life untill now was devoted to it. I just want whats right and not want for a want. I don't know if its right I know if I want to win I will win, but should I.
Will the hard work make me better, I worked hard most of my life, but spare time was indulgence and laziness so should I see myself deserving?
Would you after realising this is just a "game" ?