I want to be fearless. I haven't feared death fear leaving people behind. People around me are literally sick right now. I fear that my influence has impact on this? People are scared of my ego because of worry about me but I see myself as porus. I'm protected see angel numbers on clocks almost everyday for four maybe five months now. I know I have angels myself. Thank you. Fear is the opposite of Love imo. Hate needs to end imo, but I don't fear it tbh. I know where I'm going. They're starting to do better, since I've been back to my truth. I'm said to be hypervenal autistic, schizoaffective, and bi polar 2. Truman Show Delusion was main issue. Feels good to believe in you btw.