I HAVE to be honest!๐๐ฎโ๐จ๐ฉ๐๐
I wonder if anyone else is having this problem...because I am and I know as I'm typing this, I may lose momentum of conviction...but this is an example of my "rawthenticity" that I am practicing in my life. For the past few months, I've prided myself in doing my daily vibes and I've prided myself on doing them daily. If you want to see what I've done in recent days, you can click the "Daily Vibes" tab and see what I've done the past month, but if you want to see what I've done the past year or so, I have them throughout my other socials (in which you can check them out by clicking here: https://linktr.ee/streettherapy), but the past couple of days, I've been lagging short on my production because I've started pulling in an income by working at a tavern I used to work at some years ago. Working at this place is just one of a few transitions that are going on in my own life and in my own world. If I can be oddly blunt though, much of the transitions that are going on in my life have to do with me personally. What I mean by this: I have had such a hard time structuring a brand for myself and how I'm to be seen in the world. To be all the way vulnerable at the moment, I'm working on just becoming a whole new level of myself that has a direction, but doesn't have the words to fully describe it. The only way I can truly describe what it is at this moment I write this is this: I have a gift of my own story, but I'm not sure exactly how to tell it nor do I know exactly how to write it... ...but I'm writing it somehow and I need to be comfortable sharing my story with you. ๐๐๐ What I just described feels like a blessing and a curse all wrapped in the same carnage of spirituality that writes this piece of composition today, it's a blessing in a sense that I get to share my story with you... ... but it's a curse that I get to share my story with you. I hope parts of my story resonate with you and I hope parts of my story teach you about yourself. I hope parts of my story make you love and hate my character the way that I do. I hope parts of my story gives you an idea of the world around you the same way my story gives me an idea of the world around me and I hope parts of my story gives you an idea of parts of your story that gives you an idea of the world around you.