20d • Daily Vibes
I HAVE to be honest!😖😮💨😩😔😓
I wonder if anyone else is having this problem...because I am and I know as I'm typing this, I may lose momentum of conviction...but this is an example of my "rawthenticity" that I am practicing in my life.
For the past few months, I've prided myself in doing my daily vibes and I've prided myself on doing them daily. If you want to see what I've done in recent days, you can click the "Daily Vibes" tab and see what I've done the past month, but if you want to see what I've done the past year or so, I have them throughout my other socials (in which you can check them out by clicking here: https://linktr.ee/streettherapy), but the past couple of days, I've been lagging short on my production because I've started pulling in an income by working at a tavern I used to work at some years ago. Working at this place is just one of a few transitions that are going on in my own life and in my own world.
If I can be oddly blunt though, much of the transitions that are going on in my life have to do with me personally. What I mean by this: I have had such a hard time structuring a brand for myself and how I'm to be seen in the world. To be all the way vulnerable at the moment, I'm working on just becoming a whole new level of myself that has a direction, but doesn't have the words to fully describe it. The only way I can truly describe what it is at this moment I write this is this:
I have a gift of my own story, but I'm not sure exactly how to tell it nor do I know exactly how to write it... ...but I'm writing it somehow and I need to be comfortable sharing my story with you. 💚💚💚
What I just described feels like a blessing and a curse all wrapped in the same carnage of spirituality that writes this piece of composition today, it's a blessing in a sense that I get to share my story with you... ... but it's a curse that I get to share my story with you. I hope parts of my story resonate with you and I hope parts of my story teach you about yourself. I hope parts of my story make you love and hate my character the way that I do. I hope parts of my story gives you an idea of the world around you the same way my story gives me an idea of the world around me and I hope parts of my story gives you an idea of parts of your story that gives you an idea of the world around you.
Mentioning this, I have been slacking the past couple of days on my Daily Vibes and this post is to give update that though I have taken a small break from posting this weekend because it was just a soul-heavy weekend for me. I needed to take a rest stop moment in my soul travelling the past couple of days because of the Easter holiday. This weekend has given me a sense to regroup, refocus, and redirect my direction in my own life; where it is I'm going in my life; and what goals I need to strive for. Giving myself space to do this has taken away space for me to show up for myself to do the daily vibes the way that I normally have been. For those that follow me, I apologize for that, but there is a reason I'm doing this in writing (or text) as opposed to doing this in video form as I'm more comfortable doing posts like this in front of a laptop as opposed to holding a phone... ...and neurologically, I need to also take a break from journalcasting my life daily more so than I'm currently used to. Parallel, I do know I need to probably post more videos as I'm currently working on building an exercise course...so I need to get my comfortable with showing myself working out on camera without feeling insecure in that aspect of videoing.
All in all, I make this post to keep an update on what it is that is going on in the streets of my own life, but for those that are following me, how are you doing? I made mention in a few previous videos about how it's Springtime and that we are working on birthing new creations in our lives. If this post finds you, I hope you're doing well in making and executing new creations as well. Feel free to share of what is going on in the midst of the creations that are going on in the streets of your life! 💚💚💚
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