I went to the wall in good light, the way I had told myself I would, and it did not help. --- I went to the wall in good light, the way I had told myself I would, and it did not help. The drowned names run along the low wall where the barges tie up, at the height of a man's knee, so that you have to crouch to read them, and most people never do. The millhands cut them. Nobody with a seal would pay for stone, so the men who pulled the bodies out of the mill race cut what they had into the wall with whatever they had, and they have been doing it for longer than I have been in Brackmill. The old names at the upstream end are cut deep and square by somebody who knew letters. The newer ones wander. Some are only a first name. Some are a mark. Toward the downstream end, where the wall is still being added to, there are numbers cut beside the names, because the Watch clerk stopped recording the drowned two winters ago and the millhands started copying what they could get off the barge papers instead. I found him in the third course from the end. Tilo Buckley, and a number, the number the same as the one on the tag in my coat. The letters were full of salt. That is what the wall is like. The river is tidal this far down, and the salt comes up with it twice a day and goes back without it. The river throws spray on the wall every day the wind is off the water, and the spray dries, and the salt sits in the cut of the letters and hardens there, white in the grooves, so that a fresh name reads dark and an old one reads white. The mender's name was white to the bottom of every stroke. You could have run a thumbnail along the crust and not reached stone. There was a man working the wall a few paces along. Old, bent, a mason's cap gone the colour of the wall itself, a cold chisel and a wooden mallet, cutting a name I did not look at. He had a bucket of river water beside him and a rag. He was cleaning the salt out of an older name so it could be read again, and then cutting it deeper, and then leaving it for the salt to fill.