….Which is exactly why it feels like “if it’s not one thing it’s another” This is how it works. The closer you get, the louder and more inconvenient the interference. Because free will exists no one can stop you from acting out your desires directly, so the strategy becomes to overwhelm. Make you so tired, so scattered, so beaten down that YOU take YOURSELF out. Don’t. When pressure comes from every angle, that’s not a sign to quit. That’s confirmation that things are about to change. You don’t get that level of resistance unless you’re actually over the target. Most people quit right before their breakthrough. Right before the shift. That’s the only reason breakthroughs feel rare….:because people leave before threshold. You’re not most people. You came here specifically for this moment. Your whole lineage did. Stay in the game. Get what you came for = Destiny

Your nervous system is the key to everything in life.

Your conscious mind is full of wishes. Your unconscious mind is full of decisions — and there’s a profound difference between the two. Right now you are moving through life puzzled by the gap between what you say you “want” and what you actually “have”. You want financial freedom but accumulate debt. You want deep relationships but choose partners who resemble your abusive parent. You want confidence but rehearse self-doubt in the quiet moments of the day. The frustration is real, but the diagnosis is usually wrong. The problem is rarely a lack of effort. Your life, as it stands right now, is a precise reflection of what your unconscious mind has chosen because what your unconscious mind wants. It gets. And I want to show you exactly how to get out of this loop.

This is advanced spirituality. Much like learning a new language you must study to understand. If at first it feels confusing to read….read again. THE DIVINE BODY OF MAN; ITS POSSIBILITIES AND MANIFESTATIONS ACCORDING TO LAW. ORDINARY MAN HAS NO SOUL. "Ordinary man has no soul. Only in the course of life is it possible for him to acquire a soul. A soul is a great luxury beyond what is provided by nature and is possible only for a few. For all ordinary manifestations a soul is not necessary. A soul cannot be born from nothing. It is material as is everything existing, although it is formed of very fine matter. In order to acquire a soul it is first necessary to accumulate the required substance. In order to accumulate the substance required for the formation of the soul we must know where it originates and how to accumulate a sufficient quantity of it. A soul requires a large amount of these substances. The body only produces a very small quantity of it each day. This substance is generally used up by ordinary manifestations (in emotions, thoughts, etc). We must learn to economize these substances, not to waste on trifles. Something of this substance must be left over each day beyond that used for ordinary manifestations. If crystals are placed in a fixed amount of water they dissolve – up to a certain point – after which they precipitate at the bottom of the container. This point at which crystals will no longer dissolve in solution is called the point of saturation. So it is with the salts which provide the material for the formation of the soul. Continually within the human organism substances useable for the formation of the soul are being produced, but if needed for ordinary manifestations they quickly dissolve and are dispersed to different parts of the body. There must have been formed a quantity sufficient for crystallization in order to form a soul. The crystallization of these substances takes the same form as the physical body but may be separated from it.