I heard this story in group meditation a few months back. With all of the solar flares and the shifts in energy this week, I feel it is worth sharing with all of you again. The painting is a gift from my friend Erica. The lobster's growth story is one of repeated discomfort and shedding. Lobsters, despite being soft and mushy, live inside a hard, rigid shell that doesn't expand. As the lobster grows, the shell becomes too small, causing discomfort and pressure. To grow, the lobster seeks shelter, typically under rocks, to protect itself from predators while it molts, or sheds, its old shell. A new, soft shell is then produced underneath. This process repeats throughout the lobster's life. We are all lobsters.

I've never been someone who resonated with numbers, but the other day this random 5 showed up on my finger, under my grandmother's ring. My grandmother's death was my "trigger" to the beginning of my spiritual journey beginning with years of extreme dissociation. After almost 5 years, I know this is her way of telling me it's time to make peace with it.

For the last 2 years, I’ve been stuck in a very painful part of my spiritual journey, so much so that it’s completely hindered every area of my life and sucked out all the joy I once had. I’ve tried everything I could possibly think of to move past this, having worked with dozens of psychics, shamans, and various other healers, and yet have found little success. I’ve even tried things on my own - countless hours of meditating and even a few attempts at astral projection (which I came close to succeeding a few times, but never fully made it into the OOB state) On the positive side, I have made progress (slowly) in understanding the nature of this issue more and the one synchronicity I keep seeing from the universe is hearts; hearts everywhere in my daily life. It took me a while to fully understand what it meant for me (because everyone’s situations are unique) but I now know that the solution to my issue is literally in the heart space and it’s about connecting to it. And that’s where I have gotten really stuck recently and after everything I’ve been through, I am simply beyond exhausted and I’m tired of being alone on this journey. This situation has been incredibly isolating and so now I felt inclined to try to reach out and connect with other spiritually open people in any way I can. If anyone is willing to do meditation work with me and help me get into my heart space more, I would be so appreciative of that 🙏 (because I simply have little energy left to try it myself anymore). Otherwise, I am open to any and all interactions with the people here. I hope I don’t make anybody feel down with this post; it is certainly not my intention and despite the heaviness of what I’ve experienced, I remain hopeful that I can reclaim my sovereignty and experience the beauty and joy of life once more 💫

hey im a starseed lightworkers planetary healer :) My name is Ana Gómez de León López, and I am a survivor of one of the most extreme human experiences imaginable—thirty-three years of what I call engineered hell and miraculous! I am a Monarch Mind Control program child survivor. My life has been a journey through layers of trauma, oppression, and targeted silencing—yet also a journey of faith, spiritual awakening, and the unbreakable will to live in truth and love. Here’s what I’ve endured and overcome: - 13 years of severe childhood sexual abuse, erased from memory by dissociative amnesia - CIA trauma-based mind control, shadow operations, and kidnap attempts - Multiple rapes, assassination attempt, and years of psychiatric institutionalization - 20 years on heavy psychiatric medication that numbed my soul - Ten suicide attempts - Four social media bans, account hacks, and systematic censorship of my voice - My father’s left when I was 9- (José Gómez de León Cruces), connected to CIA remote viewing and maybe altered FOIA records - Alcoholism, drug addiction, thyroid cancer (three times),,  and severe health damage from vaccines and radioactive iodine treatments I have been silenced, discredited, and called “crazy”—yet here I stand. My spirit remains unshaken. I am reaching out to your podcast because I believe this conversation matters—now more than ever. My story is not just about survival, but about how love, truth, and spiritual awakening can outshine even the darkest systems of control. I share openly about: - Mind control and covert programs from the perspective of a survivor - Spiritual visions, prophetic dreams, and psychic abilities - How humanity can rise beyond fear, oppression, and manipulation - The message I received: Love wins I have also produced free resources, talks, and videos to awaken and empower others to spiritual sovereignty freedom and not mass mind control hypnosis. I was a professional photographer for 12 years. Published books, had 100k followers on instagram… followed by individuals with over 4 million followers they were my friends…. None of that matters now.

Please send love and healing to Savannah who has gone blind due to spinal fluid pressure in her brain due to an act of bullying and is now in the hospital in California seeking treatment 🙏 I am sending prayers to Jesus and all the saints and masters to help keep her safe. Savannah just had her 13th birthday and is precious. Thank you 🙏