Family, I want to start opening up about a part of my healing journey that I’ve kept private for a long time. When I turned my whole heart toward God, my life began to change in ways I never expected. One of the biggest parts of that journey has been what I personally experienced as deliverance. I know this may sound strange or even unbelievable to some people, and that’s okay. My intention isn’t to be religious or to force my beliefs on anyone. I simply want to share my testimony honestly. During this journey, I came to believe that there were spiritual influences I needed freedom from. Through prayer, repentance, and drawing closer to Jesus, I experienced what I believe was deliverance and a profound sense of freedom. Looking back, I also believe my skin condition reflected much deeper spiritual and emotional battles I was going through. This is a deeply personal part of my story, and I’ll be sharing more about it over time, what happened, what I learned, and how my relationship with God transformed my life from the inside out. Whether you’ve been walking with God for years, you’re simply curious, or you’re searching for hope, I pray my testimony encourages you. Thank you for being part of this community. I hope my journey inspires you to seek healing, spiritually, emotionally, and physically, and to know that no one is beyond hope. More to come. 🤍🙏

These photos are from one of the most devastating flare-ups of my life. If this makes you uncomfortable… imagine living inside it. Waking up in pain. Not recognizing your reflection. Burning skin. Endless itching. Sleepless nights. Crying in silence. That was my reality. People saw eczema. I was living a collapse no one could see. Every morning I asked: “Why is my body attacking me?” I blamed food. My environment. My genetics. I searched for another cure, another detox, another answer. But I wasn’t asking the real question: What was my body trying to protect me from? Looking back, I see what I couldn’t see then. I became deeply attached to someone who, in my experience, brought chaos into my life. I ignored every signal my intuition was screaming: Leave. I stayed anyway. I chose them over myself. And slowly… I disappeared. My skin got worse. My nervous system never settled. My joy faded. My energy collapsed. I felt disconnected from myself and from life. And the hardest truth? When I was giving everything… they weren’t even really there for me. Not the way I was there. Not the way I needed. Not the way I thought they were. I was pouring into something I was carrying alone. At the time, I couldn’t see it. Now I can. I don’t believe my body was betraying me. I believe it was begging me to come back to myself. The moment I walked away… something shifted. Yes, I changed my food. Yes, I detoxed. But the real healing was this: I stopped abandoning myself. I released the guilt, fear, attachment, and people-pleasing that kept me stuck. That was the real detox. Never abandon yourself to keep someone else. Sometimes healing isn’t about doing more. It’s about tolerating less. I don’t share this for sympathy. I share it because someone is still ignoring the same voice I ignored. If your body is screaming… it may not be betrayal. It may be protection. These scars didn’t break me. They woke me up. And I will never abandon myself again. ❤️ Choose yourself before your body forces you to.

From the moment I can remember, they laughed at me. I was the girl who never felt like she belonged. The girl who tried so hard to fit in, to be accepted, to finally feel chosen. At school, I was bullied. They called me names. They judged my body. They made me feel like there was something wrong with me. I remember looking around and seeing everyone have their people, while I felt like I was always standing on the outside. I remember trying to make people laugh, trying to be kind, trying to be accepted… but still feeling invisible. I remember wanting someone to choose me without me having to prove my worth. I remember sitting alone and wondering why friendships always felt so difficult for me. I remember feeling like I was always the “different” one. I remember being the person people joked about instead of the person they wanted around. I remember hearing comments about my body and carrying those words with me long after they were said. I remember pretending I was okay when deep down I was asking myself why I wasn’t like everyone else. I remember watching other people create memories together while I felt forgotten. I remember feeling like I had to change who I was just to be accepted. I remember shrinking myself, hiding parts of my personality, and trying to become someone people would finally like. I remember giving so much love to people who didn’t always give it back. I remember feeling lonely even when I was surrounded by others. I remember thinking maybe I was the problem because everywhere I went, I felt like I didn’t fit. But now I understand… I wasn’t created to fit into every room. I was created to find the rooms where I could finally be myself. Then I started healing. I changed my lifestyle. I took care of my body. I found confidence. I started modeling. And I thought the people who saw me struggle would be the ones celebrating me the most. But instead… some disappeared.. Only friends that I had stopped talking to me. People I loved became distant. Some even unfollowed me when they saw me becoming the person I was always meant to be.

Over the past months, I’ve taken a step back to reflect, heal, and reconnect with myself. I wasn’t as active because I was moving through a deeply transformative period, facing fears, old traumas, stagnation, and self-limiting beliefs that needed my attention. This journey reminded me that true healing is about so much more than food. While I still deeply believe in detoxification, nourishing the body with living foods, and supporting our natural ability to heal, I’ve realised that lasting transformation comes from caring for every part of ourselves, our body, mind, emotions, energy, and spirit. Through my own healing, I’ve expanded my knowledge and experience in many holistic modalities, including emotional healing, dance, energy work, nervous system regulation, mindset, and other practices that have helped me create greater balance and joy in my life. That’s why I’ve decided to embrace a new direction under the name Holistic Healing. My mission is no longer just to teach about diet. I want to support you on your whole healing journey, to help you reconnect with yourself, find balance, and remember the incredible healing wisdom that already exists within you. Thank you for your patience, your love, and for staying with me throughout this chapter of growth. Your support means more than you know. I’m so excited for this new beginning and everything we’ll create together. Welcome to this new journey. I love you all so much. 🤍✨

Firstly, I want to apologize for disappearing a little lately. I’ve been going through a lot of difficult experiences personally and also moving through my own healing journey on deeper levels. Sometimes healing asks us to slow down, go inward, rest, reflect and reconnect with ourselves. I’ll share more with you all when I feel ready. Even though it’s been challenging, I’m grateful for everything because every experience is teaching me, softening me and helping me grow spiritually, emotionally and physically. Healing truly is not linear. I would love to reconnect with all of you. What are your goals for this week? What are some achievements you’re proud of lately, big or small? Maybe you’ve been eating more plant-based meals, drinking more juices, resting more, moving your body, healing your skin, working on your emotions, setting boundaries, reconnecting with yourself, or simply making it through difficult days… every step matters. Let me know how you are doing and where you’re currently at on your healing journey. I’m sending love to every single one of you and I’m grateful we can grow and heal together as a community. ✨🩷