The script was written, handed down, I wore the suit, I played the clown. I truly believed the role I cast, Thought I had found the mold to last. I looked in mirrors and saw a man Following every expected plan. I honestly thought the path was true, The narrow road, the status quo view. No secret thrill, no hidden ache, I swore the life I led was no mistake. I built the house on solid ground, Where only "straight" was ever found. But truth is patient, truth is slow; It waits for when you’re ready to know. The scales fell off, the blindness died— The version of me I thought I occupied. It wasn't a mask I knew I wore, I really believed what I stood for. But now the sunlight hits the floor, And I am not that man anymore. The secret’s out, the heavy weight is strayed, I claim the truth: I am, and always have been, gay. WILLIAM CAPPOLA