🫶 QUEENS! 🫶 You may have been wondering what was going on with me, and here is the reason: well, there is more than one ♥️ But with no apologies, sometimes life just happens😍 Not everybody knows that about me, but it is not a secret either, since I have been really open about my past. When I was 21, I was diagnosed with a brain tumor, and it was a crazy rollercoaster ride right after that. I had to have surgery; part of it was removed, but unfortunately, doctors weren't able to remove it all. It is attached and has grown into my eye muscle, so if they removed it, I would be blind, which obviously didn't even cross their minds back then, and I'm so grateful for that❤️ 🫶 Well, since then, I have been living with a benign tumor in my brain. It gives me chills every time I think about it, but I've learned to live with it. Right after the first surgery, I had to go through one more, so I ended up having 2 surgeries in two weeks while in the hospital, and it was still a very traumatizing experience. Don't get me wrong, the hospital, the nurses, the doctors, everybody and everything was AMAZING, and I couldn't ask for better, but, in general, the feeling of not knowing if there is NO tomorrow for you changes your perspective on life.🫶 ❤️ I have always been a very positive and smiley person, but at that moment everything changed for me, and I started enjoying life even more, as if it might end tomorrow! I had to learn how to walk, brush my teeth, and get dressed — all from the beginning...😵 🙃 From that moment, I also had to come in for regular check ups/appointments of my "friend" tumor that I will probably live with together forever. Some might say that these MRI appointments are probably sth I won't enjoy but will be looking forward to, to find out that everything is still okay. 😵 😵 Unfortunately, the opposite has been true for the past few years. My nervous system has been all over the place every time the date approaches. I certainly know that everything IS OKAY, as I usually have no symptoms, but the not knowing gets my nervous system every time...🫶