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Only when

https://youtu.be/aSQkYhsUKqg?feature=shared

Thought to share this video clip I made for a good friend of mine that is a amazing musician from Italy ( https://www.instagram.com/vogue.noir.music?igsh=bmpyeHhjZ3J2ZWF3 on IG )

This was shot with in a period of my life, from Fall 2015 to Fall 2018, that I moved to the US with no concrete plans. Just 300 euros in my pocket, a broken heart from breaking up with my girlfriend of 7 years, and a spot in a weed farm in Northern California to trim weed. A lot happened those years, a lot of ups and downs. Had two near death experiences, spent 10 days by myself in Death Valley in silence and meditation, moved to LA and on my first day at work had the first near death experience and had to leave. Worked at a ski resort in Idaho, lived on my mother’s farm in Virginia, drive for Uber for some months. Got a job in a production company moved to Richmond Virginia and traveled the world for a year, worked my self up in the company and started getting paid 1500$ per day as a director but then lost everything from ending up in the hospital again. Went through periods of feeling lost and depressed with no idea what to do and seriously thinking about suicide, to feeling like things are going well and traveling the world. Highlight was a documentary series I shot for the Oregon Eclipse Festival in 2017, had an amazing time. Looking back, I don’t regret anything, Im very grateful for all I learned, from the pain to the joy, all of it. This is a bullet point version of those years, Im actually writing a book about this period from 2015 to today, their is much more that happened after. Something opened up in the second hospital and my life has been even more surreal after that, and God knows what else will come in the future. Life is definitely a trip and we all have unique and beautiful paths to walk.

Wish to All an authentic path, what ever that means! ✌️🌞💜

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