My journey to remembering (breakthrough)

I’ve always known my life wasn’t random.

Where I was born, my family, my lessons, my gifts — none of it was coincidence. I agreed to come here and forget, only so I could remember again. That was the game. But when I was younger, I didn’t know that. I was just trying to survive.

Growing up, I became extremely sensitive — to emotions, to energy, to undercurrents no one else spoke about. I learned abandonment first, and love last. I formed attachments through pain, because that’s what I thought love was supposed to feel like. I was the girl who gave everything, even when it cost me myself.

Eventually I fell into a relationship that nearly destroyed me. It was emotional, mental, spiritual, financial abuse — all layered in one. I lost work, I got sick, I felt empty. I shut down my connection to Source, and I became numb. It felt like dying with my eyes open.

My soul tried so hard to speak to me — but I wasn’t listening. For a long time, I didn’t want to. I just held on until I broke.

But one day — I was guided to leave. Literally guided.

I walked out. And the moment I did, something in me was released — like invisible thorns being pulled out of my body. I cried like someone died — because a version of me did. I escaped and drove away without a plan. I landed in a tiny room that looked like a storage unit — visually unpleasant but to me it was heaven. For the first time, I felt free.

And that’s when the cleanse began.

I fasted. I journaled. I meditated. I cried. I screamed. I prayed.

Something inside me — remembered.

And in that remembrance, more awakened.

After that escape, memories came. Not from this world.

Past lives, ancient places — Lemuria, Atlantis, Avalon, Kemet etc...

Star family signatures. Celestial beings, Galactic resonance.

Other lifetimes that suddenly made sense.

It wasn’t imagination. It was recognition.

Visions. Dreams. Light language. Intuition sharpening.

Pieces of who I was — and who I am — came back online.

Integration became faster. My nervous system recalibrated.