I fought to be here in this life on this earth I was born early and tiny green up feeling from others that I had no worth , I didnt understand I didnt get it I think im beautiful cool and funny , I feel so much I see all of life and yet everyone is stuck in sticky tar of pain grief and war where was the peace the ease the smiles I knew there could be , I made others laugh , held their hand so they weren't alone smiled to them so they could feel it inside , gave others acknowledgement, witness acceptance all along a space of non judgement whilst at the same time I was pounded to pieces and torn apart by more than the world , over time my light dimmed until it almost went out someone took my life force and fed their victim my children gave me renewed life their voice re- awoke me and since then ive been re feeding my shine and calling back piece by piece my power shedding their stories and projections of others not finding myself but reconnecting by shedding that which id collected like lots of coats I had put on and carried my physical body buckled under the weight of , I sat and lit a candle with the best of intentions my ask was to clear it all all this shit once and for all a few hours later I was on my ass my entire person stopped working this was the reboot I asked to clear it all so this was time to reset and so ive been rebuilding since getting more each day .....my stories are not make believe they are not made up each one is my journey and a piece of my being and heart , and now my purpose is to shine bright bright bright to be all that I am over spilling from all of my selves to you healing can be gentle it doesnt have to be hell like the way you've been living trapped and suppressed, silenced controlled and conditioned, lies to you fed , shadows and fear lets dissolve with love I wont do it for you but with love and presence il support