I don’t know if I’m numb or more not caring anymore that I’ve lost too many people in the last couple years. My two major loses are my mom 09/16/22 and just recently my grandmother 01/21/26. But also I’ve lost 2 aunts, and a few other family members. I can’t seem to accept that my grandma is no longer here, and because I’m struggling with that, I feel I haven’t been able to grieve for a cousin I lost that same day.
This morning I found out another relative passed away last night, and it’s like I feel nothing. Trying to accept the losses while also dealing with my mental health has me feeling lost, confused and so exhausted with life.