deleted my last post because, if I’m being honest, I’m really struggling right now. I’ve never been someone who opens up—I’ve spent so long keeping everything in and dealing with things on my own.
Now that I’m finally starting to open that door, it feels overwhelming. I’m trying to make sense of nearly 23 months of emotions I’ve buried, and it’s hitting me all at once. I don’t fully understand what I’m feeling yet, and that’s hard.
When I said “see you on the flip side,” I meant it as “see you later,” not anything more than that. I’ve realised that when things get heavy, I tend to distance myself while I try to process everything in my own head. It’s just how I cope, even if I’m still learning how to handle it better.