& im absolutely heartbroken! 33 days later & the strength to pull through is so overwhelming- ty for this platform - & all of you sharing your heartbreaking comments. 💔
To myself: stay strong & honor my brother 💙
Billy Bob Thornton summed up how I feel & what I’m going to say:
“I have to really force myself to think that things are going to be OK in terms of worrying about my family, myself or one of my friends. … There’s a melancholy in me that never goes away. I’m 50 percent happy and 50 percent sad at any given moment. … I don’t want to forget my brother. I don’t want to forget what it felt like when he died, because he deserves that — that’s how important he was to me. So, if I have to suffer and I have to be sad for the rest of my life, and if I have to be lonely without him… then that’s the way I honor him.” Today, 100% pf me will be honoring him. Oh, gosh, how I miss him dearly 😪