I’m so sad, angry & feel abandoned. 💔💔💔the list & confusion of my brother’s death is so hard 😢 It’s so hard! I can’t sleep , look at pics or stop crying. Lost without him

& here I am. Membership requires a person who has taken their life. Here I am. 03/06/26 became the worst day of my life 💔 I am new here. How do I find the live support groups?