I need help. Any Momma's here who have lost an older child? I lost my oldest son 2 years ago to accidental suicide and ever since then I am TERRIFIED something is going to happen to one of my younger sons. Well yesterday my youngest son who still lives at home (19 with severe ADHD, anxiety and depression who was present when my oldest died) was offered a job opportunity in TEXAS! For context we live in Michigan. I do NOT want to be what holds him back but I am so scared for him to go! I know in my mind that I can't protect him from everything but my heart thinks otherwise and I seriously don't think I will survive if I lose another child.