I just finished 2. Roots & Joints I feel so much more energized! My energy around this time drops and all I want to do is lie down and scroll social media. But today, after the shaking, joint rotations, and full-body wave movements, I feel surprisingly lively. What struck me most was how closely my experience today connected with the lesson I had just practiced. A few hours ago, I received a text from my boyfriend: “You kinda need your own home very urgently.” My mind immediately translated it into something completely different: “I don't want you in my life anymore. Move out. You're not wanted here.” He has been supporting me financially for a while, and he knows I don't currently have the means to support myself. But before I could understand his words, an old wound had already taken over. I was suddenly back in my childhood. My mother used to tell me, “Get out and die somewhere.” I remembered the little girl who would wander the streets, crying in despair, feeling unwanted and helpless. That same feeling came rushing back. Still, I gathered myself and asked him: “Why so suddenly? Is it because of my dependency? What is it? I need to understand.” His answer surprised me. He reminded me of the Gene Key profile he had sent me: “What keeps Hana healthy (Radiance) – GK 9 The first essential need for Hana's stability is having her own physical space, where no one else has any form of influence. The importance of such a space cannot be overestimated in her life.” He hadn't been telling me to leave because he didn't want me. He had been worried about my well-being. He had even taken the time to look into my Gene Keys and share what he thought I needed. I had read only one sentence. My old wound had filled in the rest. So I closed my eyes and began to release the feelings that had surfaced: instability, rejection, and abandonment. I imagined my inner child—the little girl wandering the streets, crying, not knowing where she belonged. This time, I went to her.