My today journal 9/7/2026 (jis per me bilkul satisfied nhi hu

Aaj doosra ya teesra din hai ke main khud ko kaafi anxiety aur udaasi mein mehsoos kar raha hoon. Is ki asal wajah shayad yeh hai ke mera mobile kharab ho gaya tha. Sab se pehle main usay aam mobile repair walon ke paas le gaya, lekin woh masla hal na kar sake. Research ke baad pata chala ke isay laboratory level repair ki zarurat hai, is liye main usay ek laboratory repair technician ke paas le gaya. Us ne bhi kaafi mehnat ke baad masla dhoonda aur usay theek karne ki koshish ki. Is poore process mein do se teen din mukhtalif repair shops ke chakkar lagate guzar gaye, jab ke aaj ka taqreeban poora din bhi usi laboratory wale ke paas guzra. Yeh mere liye kaafi zehni dabao ka sabab bana.

Is ke saath saath maine apne liye 90 din ka ek challenge bhi liya hai, jis mein mujhe Filmora, Premiere Pro, Photoshop aur video editing ke doosre tools seekhne hain. Lekin abhi tak mujhe woh wazeh guidance aur roadmap nahin mil saka jis ki mujhe umeed thi. Kaafi research ke bawajood bhi zehan mein koi clear ideas nahin aa rahe thay. Jab ek taraf mobile ka masla ho aur doosri taraf mustaqbil ki fikr, to zehni dabao aur bhi barh jata hai. Isi wajah se guzishta chand dinon se main kaafi pareshan aur bechain raha hoon.

Alhamdulillah aaj ek masla to hal ho gaya, kyun ke mera mobile theek ho gaya. Lekin doosra masla abhi bhi baqi hai, aur woh yeh hai ke in 90 dinon mein mujhe editing ke tamam zaroori software seekhne hain, magar abhi tak mujhe sahi simt aur clear guidance mehsoos nahin ho rahi.

Aaj raat taqreeban 9 baje ke baad meri quality bohat zyada kharab ho gayi. Main itna pareshan ho gaya ke meri aankhon se aansoo nikal aaye. Jab insaan kisi bari tension mein hota hai to us ke tamam purane khauf aur dabay huay khayalat bhi dobara zehan mein aana shuru ho jate hain. Shayad mere saath bhi aaj yehi hua.

Mere zehan mein baar baar yeh khayal aane lage ke mere tamam dost ya roommates kisi na kisi field mein aage barh rahe hain. Kisi ne online store shuru kar liya hai, koi developer ban raha hai, koi computer field mein expert ho raha hai, jab ke main abhi tak editing seekhne ke stage mein hi uljha hua hoon. Phir yeh ehsaas bhi hua ke main ghar ka bara beta hoon, mere chhote behan bhaiyon ki zimmedari bhi mere kandhon par hai. Agar main apne yeh goals hasil na kar saka to mustaqbil mein kya hoga? Main apne ghar walon ki zimmedariyan kaise nibhaunga? Aur aakhir yeh sab mere saath hi kyun ho raha hai?

Yeh tamam khayalat dheere dheere itne barh gaye ke main ro pada. Is ki wajah se aaj mera poora timetable bhi mukammal tor par disturb ho gaya.

Dopehar taqreeban 1 baje jab main thaka hara wapas kamre mein aaya to Idris bhai ne mere chehre ke taassurat se meri quality ko mehsoos kar liya. Unhon ne mujhe hausla diya, meri baat suni aur mera hosla barhaya, & pir kashi bhi me bi hosla Dua jis se meri tabiyat kuch behtar ho gayi. Is ke baad Zuhr ke baad dobara mobile repair wale ke paas jana para, jahan mazeed do se teen ghante lag gaye. Youn mujhe mehsoos hua ke aaj ka poora din meri planning ke mutabiq nahin guzar saka.

Lekin ek baat par main Allah Ta'ala ka shukar ada karta hoon ke kam az kam mobile ka masla hal ho gaya. Ab meri poori tawajju is baat par hai ke apne 90 din ke safar ke liye ek clear roadmap, sahi guidance aur istiqamat paida karun, taa ke InShaAllah apne maqsad tak pahunch sakun.

So, please aap Apne raye se mujhe agaa kre ke is situation me ma kia karo

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My today journal 9/7/2026 (jis per me bilkul satisfied nhi hu