Discipline gives you freedom for tomorrow.
Last night slept very late. Doom-scrolling. Wasting time.
Woke up at 12:00 something. Felt low on energy. Breakfast and prayers went by still felt demotivated.
At noon. I reflected back what really happened. No discipline. Sometimes feeling motivated, sometimes we don't. But looking back at things it gives you clarity on where it went wrong i.e Lack of discipline.
I told myself to learn this course no matter what.
Even if I feel down.
Even If I feel charged.
You have to do it. Take ownership.
At night, after finishing dinner. I watched 2-3 lectures. Made notes and learn a lot.
Slept at my usual time at 2:00am.