I over estimated my emotional capacity and inner strength to bounce back into a healthy emotional and physical relationship, after the sudden passing of my wife and very deep one year grief for her, she passed 17 months ago, I got sessions that helped tremendously from Matus 2 months after
my wife passed which I am grateful for.
I have been dating physically now for 5 months due to extreme loneliness I experienced considering my wife Mo was my soulmate and our identities was so intertwined we were basically inseparable. Right now I find my emotional connection capacity to bond deadened. Unfortunately, it doesn’t feel real and hunger for my wife deepens despite my gradual acceptance of her absence and need for another partners companionship. Presently I am lost emotionally. I wonder if this is my loss and grief talking or isn’t my new partner a good match.?