released a lot of tears of feeling rejected by my father and our relationship and how it just isn’t what everybody sees is perfect but I’m realizing it’s perfect for me. I’m addicted to being a victim. I’m ready to release that. It has served me well, but I no longer need that protection.

This video is a bit shorter because I didn't get to color it live. But you can find it under the Seasons of healing course, in the Season of Awaken folder! You guys have made it through discovery and transformation! Congrats.

Bright and early at 8 am central time I am going to have an extra lab session this week IF anyone plans to come! Can you let me know if you will be making it live Saturday morning?

Stage 8 - Emptiness in Resolution - I was the circle that eventually became green. Right before we were told not to look for resources, the large blue resource appeared. From there, more resources showed up in a chain, and suddenly I recognized the chakras unfolding through the drawing. The green became heart chakra, the blue connected strongly to throat chakra and speaking my truth, and the yellow felt like solar plexus energy, strength and personal power. As with several of my drawings, I understood more when I turned it upside down and more symbols started speaking to me. The heart was the same upside down and right side up and my belly fire is the switch to wake it all up. I’ve also been creating drawings around the image of a heart cage opening and birds flying out. The little shape emerging from my heart first looked like a mouse or bat, but now it feels like one of those birds being released. There is something playful and alive in this drawing, almost like a figure running or dancing with the flutters of life around me. I love that my drawing are so bright and happy feeling when life can feel very dark and overwhelming these days. Sending love and light you you all. ❤️