I always find myself signing up for groups/communities and not engaging or embracing the community that comes with it. Every month before Mother Nature pays me a visit I go through such a dark space and I try not to tie the 2 together but it shows up faithfully every month and it gets so heavy to carry. I could really use prayer right now the warfare in my life has been heavy and I feel like I’m just laying in it. Like I’ve surrendered to it. Asking God in this season of my life what does resting at his feet look like how do I find rest with so much responsibilities.