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June 30th I reached 18 months clean from self-harm this is how i celebrated after the Canada Day July 1st fireworks show the progress with self-harm recovery had taken a long time but I'm starting to accept the scars as what they are and it’s becoming easier not to wanna make new red lines in my arm the three songs I picked each have meaning to my recovery and I’ll continue to break the silence for all who still struggle when I started this journey I was a scared judged small little girl full of emotions but told to keep quiet to keep the peace I grew up with an alcoholic dad who had a stroke when I was 9 and I got to the point after losing my son where I didn’t even wanna be alive anymore self-harm and the blade became my best friends as life and everyone seems to move on without me rock bottom I’ve got to many times hit on different level but now I’m glad I didn’t get or the last level of death like I so wanted back then recovery is hard work but it is worth it to wake up and feel the sun knowing my arms aren’t red and I don’t have to hide my destruction because it’s healing now I’m on a recuse mission instead of a search and destroy I’m glad I got to see recovery many don’t get the chance suicide leaves a big and lasting impact to those left behind I would know that’s how I lost most of my friends speak up let your voice be heard it’s not a weakness to ask for help instead it’s one of the bravest moves I’ve taken to admit I didn't have it all together or know all the answers and that’s ok you just have to be willing to change for recovery and be willing to do anything to stay clean that’s real recovery a good day in recovery is when everything goes ok and you don’t use your blades a bad day in self-harm recovery is when you had a l really bad day and you still choose recovery over destruction we so recover 18 months clean from self-harm
I Recover Out Loud Because I Almost Died In Silence
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