Totally struck guys. My youngest sister had a rare eye cancer as an infant. I always wondered how something so sad could happen to babies and newborns. Was it just genetic? What influenced the disease and why did she receive it and not me, or another sibling? What was going on with my mom at the time? How was I imprinted upon? What am I having trouble with in knowing what's mine and what isn't? I was the black sheep word for word from the lesson, breaking away from the mother and family, on my own. Cause my soul was screaming for it. This opens up a pretty deep rabbit hole Jag.