We never know when a ghost will appear to dance on our dreams.
Perhaps a follower challenges your beliefs/words, and you feel like the insecure student you once were, being questioned by an aggressive teacher.
Perhaps it is an aggressive audience member who sends you back to the days when you faced aggression as a daily norm.
Or perhaps it is a location.
For me, it is the latter. Staying in an "apartment" of sorts reminds me of far too many nights in the home of family or friends, seeking safety from my home life that was anything but.
Simply put, I don't like it here. I don't like the ghosts it invokes but no matter, my brain and body know I am not that woman anymore and that is no longer my life.
My home is a place of sanctuary now, of healing and happiness and I will return there again tonight after my event.
Ghosts be damned.
So my speaker friend, recognize when it is a ghost of life past rearing its head. Not fact, not who you are now, not who they are now.
It's just a ghost. Dance with it until it is exhausted then get back to the business of speaking.
I love you!
HUGSSSSSSSS
Sandi