Hi there!
I've been in the journey for the past 7 years, and still struggle. Not much have changed.
I regularly do the mediations, and have no clarity, no vision of what I am doing for a living in future. I feel totally lost. None of my areas of life is satisfying, and just the thought of it feels overwhelming and hopeless.
I see people evolving, shifting their lives, and feel I stagnate and stay behind.