I’m going to be honest, I ghost when I feel an energy shift from anyone. I don’t give explanations. I leave and never return never to be seen or heard from again.
I never felt guilty about it because I always say it’s for my peace.
But it’s like I kept attracting the same situation over and over again. Same Spirit different vessel. 😩🥺
As soon as I moved I met someone with the same energy. Again I cut it off but this time I actually said something.
It was like a breakup. Although it was a “friendship”
I said I don’t think we should see each other anymore because I don’t think we click and I appreciated the times spent although it was only a handful of times.
And then blocked.
But she’s did show me nice places to go and I learned about myself and about my parenting because she is also a mom.
I feel li got what I needed with such a short interaction.
But I feel the energy drain.
I haven been sleeping because I feel her pull.
I thought it would stop because for the first time ever I got the courage and strength to actually say goodbye.
But idk what it is with me that whenever this happens.
Their energy lingers. Like an obsession. I feel their thoughts. I feel their wonder of what I am doing where I am going.
It feels like stalker energy.
And what’s worse is that even my children feel it.
It’s like a psychic attack and because my children are an extension of my energy it’s like she tries to get at them since it’s more difficult to get at me.
And it enrages me when anyone messes with my children that I feel the darker side of me want to come out.
I’ve done cleanses and baths and prayers but it’s like
The challenge makes em come in even stronger.
And it’s really draining trying to elevate but also being pulled down at the same time.
Has anyone ever experienced this?
What have you done?
I’m not confrontational
I’m not a fighter
It’s just not in me.
As much as sometimes I want to give people a taste of their own medicine sometimes.
I literally cannot like I just can’t. The God in me won’t. Because I see the God in them even if they don’t.
So I’m doing my best to stay afloat
Trying to navigate the storm from a small boat 🛶