I realize that I still give some people and their actions/opinions still have power over me and that I am still abandoning myself. Not as bad as I used to, but I still have work to do while sitting with my feelings and that came up. Worrying what others think or how they behave when I have absolutely no control over how others behave and I had a lifelong pattern of making myself smaller for others comfort. Well, there are fragments of that still there that I still need to work on.